I'm back after 4 month of non-updating.

During this 4 month. I met lot of up and downs.
I went to my friend chalet during the june holidays. Met alot
new friends and my relationship with my class friends had
gone up a stage after the chalet. It was during the chalet i found
out that i had a kind of liking to one of my friends. After the chalet
we went back to school and we will enjoying ourself.

Sometimes we go home together and i mostly spent time downstair
her house to talk about our own personal problems and memories.
We will like suddenly become so close together. We wnet to school
together and home too. Then something happy halfway during 3
weeks ago.

It came so suddenly. In an blink of eye we are like enemies, quarreling
here and there. At that time i was lost in my memories. But you cannot
overcome destiny and fate. So it back to normal days of living. But some-
time this happy thought will come floating back to your minds. It is a
toture and suffering. But all had happen already and there no turning back.
I do wish that i can turn back time and dun let this thing happen , but it is
only just a foolish thought, a day-dreaming memories. I know it could not
happen but i just kept waiting and waiting. Maybe giving up is the best ways.
I can only wish her luck in finding someone who love her and show her the
concern that i wanted to show.

Did not Had anymore meeting with my sec. school friends and my bro/sis.
Felt left out again since most of them had stead. Hope god pity me and let
me just had a reunion with them for the last time before i go in to army.
Duno had a chance to see them again as i miss them alot too. Maybe they
had already forgotton me by now. Life still had to go on so i hope Everyone
can live happily. Just forget me and let me become a memory Since i had
cause your so much pain. So farewell....

That all i had to say. Ending of post.
Akira™